Hola! Happy New Year! 
No resolutions this unfortunate 2012, but I do plan to keep to my workout routine. That should be pretty difficult as it is. No update on the James radar. Well, that's not exactly true. I have some new intel. He dated a girl in my grade in the past, but I don't think they still are, or at least that is my impression. I haven't heard anything to the contrary. I was hoping that he had never dated before, like me, but we can't all get what we want. Ever. He is very comfortable with the popular girl. On a grade wide trip the other day he caught up to one girl and put his arm around her waist for a moment. Don't know what to make of this, but its probably no big deal. Still unnerving. 

I'm changing my titles from "Days" to "Entries" because I simply do not have enough time to write an entry every day, as is evident by my lack of posts over the course of the last two weeks. 
Today was my last day of school, and I'm glad that I have sometime to relax and really began to refocus my thinking lens to start studying for finals which are in late January. The only two subjects I am studying for over the course of Winter Break are Bibs and History. I have and A- average in History, but I am an A+ student, so I want to do really well on this exam. 
James infatuates me and I really just want to talk to him. People always say that courage is important and that if you tell a guy you like him he will probably reciprocate and you guys will become as couple and live happily ever after, yada...yada...yada... They always say that half of the fight is the courage to proclaim your feelings. I disagree. I would be willing to tell James I like him, but I don't know if he likes me. He could hate me. I don't want to make all of our contact awkward or cut it off completely. Not only that, but the only class where I actually sit next to him is Bio and she says she's moving seats around after break. I told her that's what I wanted, but I'm not so sure because I want to sit with James and he wants to move also. I don't want to tell her that I want to stay because then he will just move up anyway and I will be left alone in a seat I don't like, and I don't want to move up because I might lose my chance to sit next to him. I think I am just going to wait and see where she moves him to ask of not ask. 
Hannukah is going well, I got to go to my favorite ballet, the Nutcracker and we got backstage passes as well. I met the prima ballerina and got to sit in the sleigh. It was amazing and the best gift. Great night, excited for a chill break. 
Nighty NIght xxx

Day 3- Pippin and Politics

Wednesdays are my least favorite day of the week, but today was not that bad. The first half of the day went pretty quickly. Lunch was funnish, I guess. After lunch I had Math and Bibs (ew!). We still haven't gotten our tests back in Bibs, but I got a 42/50 on My math quiz. This makes me a bit sad, but I can deal. She said don't translate your score into 100% which means that she might count it more like an 87 than an 84. We then saw the Pippin Production at my school. I thought they did a really good job. It was actually very funny and well preformed. It was a little awkward at parts because the two lead romances were a Senior and Freshman and it was kind of creepy. Maybe that's just me, but it was probably awkward for them, too. On the way home I sat with a friend of mine. We talked a lot about politics, which we differ on. I was practically yelling at her for twenty minutes. My view is slightly more paperwork oriented than her. I care more about making our system work well than deaths in foreign countries, its not that I don't think genocide needs to stop, of course I think its should stop!, it's just that I think it should be the responsibility of one group vs. the other. Sometimes i feel that when I debate politics I end up sounding more extreme than I really am and saying things that I don't actually believe just to get my point across. I need to find a way to get my point across with out over extending my beliefs. Ahh well, no developments on the James front today...

Day 2
The day has been mild with no forecast of sun or shine. I woke up to an icy, bone chilling fog. The day was up and down. I don't like X days in my schools schedule rotation. I had Health (blah!), a huge impossible Chumash Test (Bible class) and no French (mon prefere sujet a' l'ecole). This sounds like a pretty nasty day, right? Not to mention the mother of my classmate jus passed away from cancer! But they was not actually that bad. I'd say I averaged about and 88 on my Bibs (that's the Bible class) Test. Not great for me, but not so bad for that class. I just want to pull a B+/A-  and I'll be all smiles. I then rushed home because my IPHONE 4S got here! Hells yeah! I was toying around with it for about 4 hrs. I just snuck in some homework and now I am here. Overall, not that terrible.
I'm kind of sad right now because even though I'm only a freshman I feel like NO boys like me. There is this one boy I really like, let's call him James for this situation. James and I talk sometimes, but its always those argument/competitions, sprinkled with 'I hate u's. That makes me really sad. I don't just want to start being nice because he'll just be weirded out and not want to talk to me. We aren't really from the same circle of friends so its complicated. I don't normally say anything to him unless its in relation to grades. Uch. .This sucks majorly. I'm going to play a couple of games of fruit ninja and hit the head. Hebrew lit. test tomorrow. Nighty

I've decided to answer this lovely prompt! I'm allergic to almost anything with hair. I am allergic to dogs, horses, cats, camels, and donkeys. I am also allergic to dust mites. That's a bit ironic because I love antiques. The only thing stopping me from wanting to be an antique dealer is my allergy! My grandfather was actually an antique dealer and my dad love antiquing, I really wish I could take a part in the family business. Too bad, huh?

Felt like this would be fun to answer. My favorite smell would have to be snow and peppermint. I love the smell of ice cold air in the winter. I love the smell of a smokey fire place. I love to the smell of peppermint white chocolate mochas from starbucks. I love the smell of christmas.

This is day one of my temporary incursion on online journals. Here goes. 
Hi, I'm just going to introduce myself as Jenny (please not this a pseudonym). I've never really tried an online journal before and I thought it might be fun to just make a chronology of my life. Especially considering I love to write. This was just a brief note to introduce myself as a freshman in High School and a nobody on the social status bar. That doesn't really bother me, I actually kind of like it, I just thought I'd let you know, whoever the hell "you"  are anyway.